STRANDED KIDS.

mids,
rum,
beach forever.

I shamed my father & I scared my family.

I probably look like a pretty big coward right now.



Sorry.

keep the things you forgot.

I am up way too early to have nothing to do today.
early bird mug was delicious, though.

I'm gonna pass back out for awhile I think.
I hope I do something exciting today.
Offer: I think I will chop an L down with the first person to show up at my house and wake me up.


Yes, yes.

Drinking away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away.

i have like a 80/20 good friend/shitty friend ratio.
it kinda sucks but it's been worse i guess.
or better.
it could always be better.


ahhhh fuck off everyone i'm going to the beach.

Auditioning my escape plan

Feels like a tequila-lemonade sorta day.
Beach or skatepark....or both.
Probably both.


Works easy, everyone I work with rules, and I am starting to stack some dough.
This summer is going to be awesome, I can already tell.
Only gotta take 4 classes Fall semester and I'm gone!
Shit's so surreal!


However, all the things I can't and shouldn't say about my life, I won't,
and I'm gonna finish Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey now.

Here, I love this song.

So I inhale & exhale as best as I can but I donated my lungs to the Marlboro man.

Let's see....

Yesterday was rad, went to 2mile with Keeefth, Jon, and Matt.
Grilled/chilled on the dock.
Then I got my car some oil and a filter so I can change that up.
Got myself some paint and white-t's so I could put these two new beauties together.
$10 if you want one, get at me with sizes and shit.





Also, I'm going to be recording and doing a project this summer with Nick Asta.
Check out some of his rough demo's at http://www.myspace.com/mgunk
Honestly, I couldn't be more excited for this.
It's hard to find people who share the same sort of direction I want to take my music in, and I think Nick and I will be able to make some great things.

Summer of Drugs 2010.

re: Life.

I'm sorry for these past few months.
I'll go back to being myself soon, I promise.
Someone, please hold me to that and turn me back to that kid I was.



For now: mids.




i hope it breaks your heart when you realize what you missed.

Everything fucking sucks.

peace.

Never stop doing what you love.

Jon holding it down for Nate's deck-to-deck transfer.
Photo: Courtney Lauretano.
Quincy, MA

some drunken bruises you woke up and thought were stigmata.

"we can relate...but i feel you, i look forward to talking and bein with ya....its easy to be around you"

it's good to have a girl-friend(s) to be able to talk with

someone who knows what i'm saying without judging and can offer useful advice about everything before my chest caves in.

sounds about right.

"They come here alone and they leave in two's,
except for you and me, who just came to use.
If you're all done like you said you'd be
what're you doing hanging out with me?"
-Whatever (Some Folk Song in C), Elliott Smith.

I don't know what it is, but lately I just feel so angry.
But kind of like, sad-angry.
Does that even make sense?

Who cares if you lose all your money if you're having this much fun?

Sometimes when I'm bummed or whatever, I just put on this song by my friend Sam's band, Kitchen Jams. I met Sam doing this song acoustic at a Bridgewater Open Mike last semester and really haven't been able to get it out of my head since. Maybe it'll cheer someone else up. I think these are all the lyrics to it, and a link to their myspace.

"Good Mood"
www.myspace.com/kitchenjams


"Well, I'm cruising through my life with the top rolled back,
like I'm riding shot-gun in my best-friends Cadillac, '84 El Dorado, like I'm 18 years old.

I'm at a great point in my life, I'm completely free. Not too many things are holding onto me, there ain't nothing that could hold me down.
Well, if I wanted I could leave right now, and if I wanted I'd have left by now.

I'm in a great, great mood.
A great mood.

Then I call up all my buddies just to spread my cheer,
said 'Boys come home and drink'
they said 'we're already here at that same old place'.

With all the friends that we've made,
and all the money that we threw away on things like:
females, cigarettes, cars, and booze,
gasoline and poker games,
whose gonna lose all their money?
Who cares if you lose all your money when you're having this much fun?

I'm in a great mood, a great mood.
Why should I spend all my time singing about them blues?
About a dark cloud, a rainy day, a leaky roof are all the things that I hate,
when this mood I can not shake.

Well, I call up all my boys then I call up my girls,
we'll party all night like it's the end of the world.
We're not going to bed at 3, not me, not us, that's just too early.

Oh well, I've got that love on my side,
to keep me safe once my time's run dry.
You know, it's gonna run dry.

Oh well, I've got that love on my side,
to hold me close once my time's flown by.
You know, it's gonna fly by."

blueberries.

this is unreal.

Rounding up.

Who's got two thumbs and is done with finals Tuesday morning?
:::this guy:::
I wish I was graduating earlier than December.



I started working at the Halfway Cafe for the Summer.
I guess we will see.


Wow, everything is BEAT.
I should really start uploading more photos.
Shit, kid.

Current vices include:
Champagne
Skateboarding and song-writing keeping me away from Final's stuff.
Mids.
Pall mall menthol 100's
Adderall
Fun times.
Good rhymes.

Songs I want to Cover:
Sittin on a dock of the bay.
Stand By Me
and learn more of Angel in The Snow.



Word.

What I wouldn't give to be back in Quincy.

The holocaust beneath my ribs

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