Saturday, February 27, 2010

Need laptop with SD card-slot badly.

Hard to BLOG if you don't have a computer.
Is anything going on this weekend?

I'm dying to play pool or a game of poker. I think that would be beneficial and more cost effective than bar-spending. From a financial standpoint, throwing down on a bottle of Whiskey and playing cards would seem the better option.

Here's a thought, if you're ever at a party and you over-hear a girl saying "Here's a picture of me in highschool...I look the same but I'm like 40 pounds heavier now" just bounce.

I want to go somewhere for Spring Break next week, cause thanks to Student Loan money I'm not Spring-Broke as usual. Any ideas would be nice.


Peace, son.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I went to college and never learned a thing, but found what I wanted between my skin and my ribs.

Cysts are the worst thing ever. I didn't believe Whitey, and now I'm paying for it because Karma rules. I got it drained and an incision the other day, totally gross. Hopefully I don't need crazy surgery, but I need to "wait to see if flares-up again" before I know if I do. Rad!

So many papers/tests due, and I'd rather not care about it.

I would rather it be Spring, no school, and be skateboarding and playing guitar, drinking and laughing with good friends. May, you can't come soon enough.

I want to do a full band project. I'm getting kind of sick of myself. I just don't really know who I'd do that with, you know?!

Also on my list are:
learning wood-work things.
finishing knitting my scarf.
going to the 4 1/5 house more.
finding a job.
writing more poems instead of songs.
turning my cell phone back on. (I swear.)

Spring-Break is coming up soon.
Late.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Valentine's Day.

Every Valentine's day people seem to do one of two things:

#1) They tell everyone about how in love they are with their significant other and how lucky they are to be with them via AIM away messages or Facebook status.

#2) People post about how much "Valentines day sucks it's totally a way to boost candy/flower/jewelery sales" and complain about being single.


Well, this year I'm single on Valentine's day. Last year I was too, but I still woke up next to someone (awkward). Many people being single on this day usually choose to participate in #2. While I can't blame them, being single on this day really isn't that bad. Instead of complaining about being single, I'd rather celebrate the love of my friends and family.

I've just started becoming closer with Mike and Rachel this past year, and they are two great friends who I really enjoy spending time with. They came to visit me over Winter break when I was living in Quincy with a busted leg, and not too many people did. Rachel has been in a few of my classes over the past few years, and Mike and I just really started talking this past Fall. Every time I play an Open Mike at the school they come and support me. They are two of the nicer people I've met at Bridgewater State College and I hope they realize how great of people they are.

Jim and Kathy are seriously two of the kindest people I've met. I've gone to their apartment quite a few times, and their hospitality is unparalleled. They love going out and having a few beers at Trivia Nights, or just taking it easy around the apartment. A few weeks ago, Kathy taught me how to knit! Jim gave John and myself 12 free pepperoni Mystic Pizza's! They are a handsome couple and anyone who has met them should be so lucky. I know I am.
My cousin Si and his wife Karyn are having a baby boy in about a month. Si was a tremendous influence on my early years, and I know he is going to be a great father. While I wish I got to spend more time with them this past year, I got to go to their cookout a few months ago and Baby shower last weekend. I hadn't seen Si for awhile up until last March. He called when Taylor and I were freezing in Weymouth and offered to basically come help us fix our lives. He helped us out with our car, helped Taylor do his taxes, and was just a great cousin. I can not wait to meet their baby boy, and I'm sure Avah and Tyler will enjoy someone else to play with!


I guess the point of this post is not to be upset that you are not in love on Valentine's day. I'm not a mother on Mother's Day, but I appreciate her and everything she has done on that particular day. Appreciate love on Valentine's day, even if you are not in the situation at the moment. Realize that love is all around you, and that you can be happy just being thankful for the people who surround you.

I have been in love, both on Valentine's day and not. And today it is pleasant enough to remember her after all the bullshit that happened. After all the "he said/she said", after the stupid fights and break-ups. It is nice to remember her love as something genuine in an otherwise bleak world. That I knew love and I knew it young. I hope she is happy today.

Hey, you can just drink Busch Diesels with your friends and still have a killer time.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

OH MY GOD JAMIE LONG HAS (NO) POLITICAL VIEWS!

Jamie Long
2/4/10
COMM 364

Political Socialization

While never pledging allegiance to one particular party, after reading Denton & Kuypers chapter on “Political Socialization and the Formation of Political Attitudes”, it was hard not to draw some truth from it and look how my political views (or lack, thereof) were formed. Though I am still fairly open (perhaps even reckless) with my political beliefs, it was interesting to be able to apply some of Denton & Kuypers theories to those around me. My parents, very democratic in nature, may call my brothers, sisters, and myself all democrats. Though my siblings and I were raised with democratic beliefs, while hearing friends/professors/others political views, it is hard for me not to see other peoples points of view either. Factors that have prevented me from forming a political affiliation could be any of the following: rebellion, apathy, and kindness. It may seem strange to relate these three personal traits to my view on politics, it is very necessary. By the end of the semester, I hope to possibly try to be able to believe in something more concrete that I have been.
Firstly, I say rebellion because it is what goes through many minds while growing up. When told to do one thing, there is a very good chance the person may do the opposite. Being told that my family was democratic made me want to ask not only why we were democratic, but what are the other people’s views on the situation. I could not understand that I could be told I represented an entire party without knowing what the whole party represented. Many may call my some of my views democratic. Many may call me liberal, or even conservative or independent. I would choose none of these words because I only know how I feel about individual people’s situations, and not the entire scheme of things as a whole.
My apathy for politics may come from anything, but it seems that people are still fighting over the same things as they always have been and nothing is ever going to be solved. Many of the same issues yelled across the room from podiums have made throats sore for the past 100 years, and will continue to do so until long after I am gone. I’d hate even to relate all of this “important stuff” to a television show, but South Parks episode “Douche and Turd” seems make itself very relevant to me while I play it back in my head. The episode was aired before the 2004 presidential election, and asks the question of “Who would you rather have in office: a douche or a turd?” While I’m not specifically calling George W. Bush or John Kerry a douche or turd, I have never felt the urge to vote for any of the people who are presented to me. I have heard countless times “Well, I need to choose one, so I’m voting _____”. This just seems like nonsense to me, and I want no part of it. I’d rather have my views on certain situations than choose someone who I don’t fully agree with.
Lastly, I am brought to my own kindness. Many may view this as a great trait, but in the political world, it has done everything to prevent me from voting in a political campaign. I feel I understand what Flash to some major political issues: immigration, gay rights, abortion, the economy, and war. We could talk literally for hundreds of years about these situations (and we already have), but I am always swayed based on whoever I am talking to and understanding the situation they are in. I could ask myself whether I feel we should close off the borders to immigrants and try to fix our own problems before allowing others into the country, regardless of legality. Or I could ask myself: “Aren’t we America? Aren’t we supposed to take your ‘tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free’?” Are we supposed to not allow gays to marry because it is not traditional of Christian values, or should real, true love be recognized regardless of sex and gender? These are things that people have been fighting about for a long time, and I’m too much of a sissy to do fight one way or another. I thought I had some viewpoints, yet am sympathetic to anyone in a bad situation. I thought I had my views on abortion down: anyone who did not plan to be a parent shouldn’t be forced to be one, and can do whatever they’d like to with their own body. Then, my 17 year old sister got pregnant and I found how pro-life she was, even though she admitted she didn’t feel ready. Her views: What if something happens to me and I can’t ever bear a child again? And I totally can agree with her rationality, as my aunt was made barren. My sisters choices are her own, and I am not going to even talk about what she should do in that situation because I have never been in it.
To conclude, my rebellion, apathy, and kindness have helped me as much as hurt me from ever being able to tie myself to a political affiliation. I do love hearing about politics from my friends, family, and professors, because these are important issues that need to be talked about. I consider myself more of a listener than anything. Catch me on the right day and I could argue either way. Perhaps this is why I am a Communications major. I could get my point across in a speech and (not to toot my own horn) but probably convince you to listen to me, there is no questioning that. But in the back of my mind, I think of all of those people I have known who are in bad situations and that feel opposite on some political issues. Then I’m swayed and all mixed up again. Does this make me upset? Should being able to use persuasion however and whenever I want to for things I might not necessarily believe in bother me? Yes, it absolutely does. There are issues that need to be resolved, but I don’t feel this resolution will happen in my life-time. Legally, there will probably be some laws passed on these issues. However, morally, people will always be in different situations, and I understand this. All I can do is be sympathetic to my audience.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Marginal Friends.

Since I haven't had access to a computer with an SD card slot nor do I have a cable for my digital camera, I thought I would bless you all with a few pictures I've been doodling, titled "Marginal Friends"

Still Hasn't Called.

Getting Dicked Over.

Tree-cycle.

Brief skateboarding clips/good times/pictures of underage drinkers (oh and some of-age) coming soon!